The Silence Within a Battle of Depression



Oh the silence within
Will it stay? Will it win?
This is my place to heal
My place to share, 
how truly I feel

It is the silence within 
That she did try to hide
The silence that wants to win
It is the silence deep inside

The silence she no longer wanted to keep

The silence that kept making her want to weep

The silence that no longer wants to be

The silence that makes her so 
un happy 

She has bottled it up inside
For way too long 
And she just has to confide
That it was just wrong

No longer does she have to keep
The secrets in her heart
No longer does she have to weep
Not sure where she should start

She will speak up
She has a choice
She'll not shut up
She has a voice

Yes, this IS the girl I used to see
The girl no one would believe

I am so tired of living this lie
That my family thinks he is okay
Yet, How fair is it to the family
Who just can't believe what happened to me

Stay tuned for MOORE to come
about the girl I used to see
Even though she felt she had no one
And that no one would believe

For she was the girl no one would believe
The girl I used to see

Sincerely

Lora C. Revilo to you
Carol Louise Moore to me
With many faces to see
Where I try so hard to be HAPPY

✔Music Teacher at cmoorekidsongs on YouTube, Blogger Facebook,  and Instagram
✔Inspiration creator @cmooreinspiration on Facebook and Instagram
✔Creator and owner of handmade soap and crafts at www.cmooresoap.com, Etsy, Facebook,  and Instagram
✔Flautist on YouTube under cmooreflute (My depression took over and I have found it hard to make myself do another flute video, since 2010)
✔Mother to my singing daughters, the Idaho Moore Sisters on Facebook and YouTube
✔Mother to my kcmoorefamily in Blogger ( I am not good at keeping up to date)







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